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After knowing someone for 8 years and being best friends with them. Were not even best friends we are like family. Well you would think that you would be one of the first people to find out that your friend had a boyfriend.I had to find out over Myspace that she had a boyfriend.How sad is that…I’m Really happy for her, but whats so funny about its not like we live thousands of Miles away from each other we only live like 7 minutes….I guess going to different schools really can split friendships up…But IDC since I stopped going to the same school as my friends I have figured out my life better, Now i feel like they were holding me back. Don’t get me wrong I still love them they were part of my life for 8yrs that’s a lot. But at least I have learned who my true friends are:)

I switched schools after 9th grade because i left home and thought it was going to be the end of the world … it ended up being the best thing i could have done … i ended up getting a much better education, meeting one of my closest friends who i have now been friends with for almost half my life (it’s so scary I will be 26 in July - I am getting so old) and it also exposed me to so much in the world. Now that I live in New York again many years later, I sometimes see my old classmates on the street. I recognize them. They would never recognize me. Many of them got married, don’t do much, lead boring lives, stayed snobs, and live off their parents/husband’s wealth. I started working at the age of 16, professionally played soccer, started my literary career, finished my BSc. at 19, traveled the world, lived in 4 different countries from the age of 18-24, overcame a life-threatening illness, went back to school to for another degree on the path to a PhD in languages with the goal to be fluent in 10 languages by the time that I am 30 … and I promise you that all this would not have taken place had I stayed in that rich snobby school that I had gone to originally…where your kid was accepted according to the size of your bank account as opposed to my second school where the principal told me that as long as i was the #1 student in the class he would let me have free tuition for all of high school … and this school was rated one of the top 6 parochial schools in U.S. News & World Report … and this principal [although he was a great pervert so I am not going to laud him here openly] is probably half the reason why I was valedictorian … I will give some credit to myself , after all luck isn’t everything - you need some brains in life lol.

Everyday you seem to impress me with your courage…If only I was half as strong as you it would be amazing…You are my hero and not many people in there life time can say that someone else is truly there hero, But you are my Hero—-I knew since 7th grade that I wasn’t going to be with my friends I new that I was going somewhere else after middle school.So I had cried all the tears that need to be shed long before we split up. But we promised our selves that we would try our best to try to hang out with each other as often as we could. I always tried to reach out to them, but they never came around so I just stopped trying, and just focused on my life and the new people that I was surrounded by.And when we finally hung out after 5months of not seeing each other.I knew that I made the best decision going somewhere, else and I would never want to go back to the same school with them.I love my life now, I mean I know what i’m going to do after high school.And sometimes when I call my old friends on the phone(i only really keep connect with one of them) I ask them what are you doing after high school and they never no the answer-That just makes me so happy that I split myself up from them cuz i would have ended up in the place where they are now-and if I didn’t go to a different school I would have never met Petra, she is truly a friend That will be in my life forever……So happy that I go somewhere else now:)

love, i wasn’t courageous at the time…i was scared as hell…there were circumstances beyond my control which i told you some of them and otherwise because i also got in trouble in school because they didn’t like it that i had a boyfriend - i went to an all girls school then - my mother lives in a Utopian world where she doesn’t believe anybody could do anything wrong on the outside - her kids of course she doesn’t believe, but she finds appearances the most important so she freaked when she found out that the school knew that i had a boyfriend (mind you, the son of one of the most well known wealthiest physician’s in our community - who also wasn’t allowed to date at this age but my parents of course secretly wanted me to marry him) so the easiest solution was anyways if i would go away because her mindset is “out of sight out of mind” - that is how i am the only one in the family who gets away with not going to most family events, any religious affairs etc… and it works well for my mother because she is embarrassed of me because i am the “rebel” or the outcast as i did not conform to any of them and i have my own set of ideals in this world. she wouldn’t be caught dead with me in a restaurant or anywhere she could possibly bump into her circle of friends. everyone assumes that i just never moved back since over 10 years has passed and i really couldn’t care less about anyone she associates with because i am not one of those “birkin” prissy dr.’s wives that she and all her friends are … but anyhow i was a scared as all hell back then but it made me grow up soo soo fast in life in certain ways - it left me with this insatiable thirst for knowledge and i always make this joke in my house to which everyone rolls their eyes when i say that there needs to be a scholarship for someone like me who just wants to sit in school for the rest of their life and take random classes that interest them every semester until the day they die and never work one day of their life… then i would just volunteer and work with kids and help out the poor etc and sick in my free time but i don’t want to ever work a real job

Oh I know the feeling of your family being embarrassed-I mean my parents always freak out when we go to family dinners with the uncles,aunts…etc, they are always scared that I will always speak my mind. I mean sometimes I just can’t sit there and listen to people say stuff against others-There was this one time my brother told me to get him some food and I told him you go get it yourself you have arms and hands,god gave them to you so you could use them, so get your ass up and get it yourself. My parents and everyone at the party just stared at me. It pissed me off that just because he was a man he could order me around, and my family especially  serve their men, but I’m not like them….and lets just say that my parents don’t take me with them when they have those stupid family dinners,and I’m so happy cuz I don’t have to sit somewhere where i don’t fit in- That is so fantastic that you want to take all those classes,I wish that you marry rich(Sergio) so you get he opportunity to take these classes and not worry about working- I have told my parents that school isn’t really for me but I will finish all the education that I need to get me really far in life, but I will never be that doctor that they want to me to be. The only classes that really interest me in school now are my English,Acting,Social Studies(I love European History so much) and my art classes other then that I hate everything else about school.One of the main reason why I’m going into fashion well beside loving fashion so much is that its something that doesn’t involve me taking all these classes that I would hate taking like science:)

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After knowing someone for 8 years and being best friends with them. Were not even best friends we are like family. Well you would think that you would be one of the first people to find out that your friend had a boyfriend.I had to find out over Myspace that she had a boyfriend.How sad is that…I’m Really happy for her, but whats so funny about its not like we live thousands of Miles away from each other we only live like 7 minutes….I guess going to different schools really can split friendships up…But IDC since I stopped going to the same school as my friends I have figured out my life better, Now i feel like they were holding me back. Don’t get me wrong I still love them they were part of my life for 8yrs that’s a lot. But at least I have learned who my true friends are:)

I switched schools after 9th grade because i left home and thought it was going to be the end of the world … it ended up being the best thing i could have done … i ended up getting a much better education, meeting one of my closest friends who i have now been friends with for almost half my life (it’s so scary I will be 26 in July - I am getting so old) and it also exposed me to so much in the world. Now that I live in New York again many years later, I sometimes see my old classmates on the street. I recognize them. They would never recognize me. Many of them got married, don’t do much, lead boring lives, stayed snobs, and live off their parents/husband’s wealth. I started working at the age of 16, professionally played soccer, started my literary career, finished my BSc. at 19, traveled the world, lived in 4 different countries from the age of 18-24, overcame a life-threatening illness, went back to school to for another degree on the path to a PhD in languages with the goal to be fluent in 10 languages by the time that I am 30 … and I promise you that all this would not have taken place had I stayed in that rich snobby school that I had gone to originally…where your kid was accepted according to the size of your bank account as opposed to my second school where the principal told me that as long as i was the #1 student in the class he would let me have free tuition for all of high school … and this school was rated one of the top 6 parochial schools in U.S. News & World Report … and this principal [although he was a great pervert so I am not going to laud him here openly] is probably half the reason why I was valedictorian … I will give some credit to myself , after all luck isn’t everything - you need some brains in life lol.

Everyday you seem to impress me with your courage…If only I was half as strong as you it would be amazing…You are my hero and not many people in there life time can say that someone else is truly there hero, But you are my Hero—-I knew since 7th grade that I wasn’t going to be with my friends I new that I was going somewhere else after middle school.So I had cried all the tears that need to be shed long before we split up. But we promised our selves that we would try our best to try to hang out with each other as often as we could. I always tried to reach out to them, but they never came around so I just stopped trying, and just focused on my life and the new people that I was surrounded by.And when we finally hung out after 5months of not seeing each other.I knew that I made the best decision going somewhere, else and I would never want to go back to the same school with them.I love my life now, I mean I know what i’m going to do after high school.And sometimes when I call my old friends on the phone(i only really keep connect with one of them) I ask them what are you doing after high school and they never no the answer-That just makes me so happy that I split myself up from them cuz i would have ended up in the place where they are now-and if I didn’t go to a different school I would have never met Petra, she is truly a friend That will be in my life forever……So happy that I go somewhere else now:)

After knowing someone for 8 years and being best friends with them. Were not even best friends we are like family. Well you would think that you would be one of the first people to find out that your friend had a boyfriend.I had to find out over Myspace that she had a boyfriend.How sad is that…I’m Really happy for her, but whats so funny about its not like we live thousands of Miles away from each other we only live like 7 minutes….I guess going to different schools really can split friendships up…But IDC since I stopped going to the same school as my friends I have figured out my life better, Now i feel like they were holding me back. Don’t get me wrong I still love them they were part of my life for 8yrs that’s a lot. But at least I have learned who my true friends are:)

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