I have only truly liked only one guy in my whole life. The feelings where if we would have gone out I would have fallen head over heels for him. But I was to scared and still figuring out myself to ever act on it and always let stupid guys that would have treated me like shit, get my attention. In the end this guy ended up with his current girlfriend, which she’s truly amazing for him and they are perfect. I’m so happy for them but no matter what I will have to live with the idea that something could have happened.
What I’m trying to say is that don’t let a chances and pointless distractions get in your way. The worst that could you could have the truth and move on or something great could happen.